I open my eyes, I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light

I can't remember how, I can't remember why I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain, and I can't make it go away

How could this happen to me?

I've made my mistakes, got nowhere to run

The night goes on as I'm fading away

I'm sick of this life, I just wanna scream;

How could this happen to me?

enkä minä jaksa, en vain jaksa tätä enää